{"id":180,"date":"2021-02-20T21:22:11","date_gmt":"2021-02-20T21:22:11","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/ajaxkallistrate.com\/?p=180"},"modified":"2021-02-20T21:22:14","modified_gmt":"2021-02-20T21:22:14","slug":"i-cannot-help-you","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/ajaxkallistrate.com\/?p=180","title":{"rendered":"i cannot help you"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<pre class=\"wp-block-verse\">i cannot help you\nshe says\nand holds up a hand like a wall.\na wall between me and you.\nbetween what was and what will be.\nbetween the past and the future.\nbetween the pain and what I must do.\ni stand for a moment, suspended.\nmy bags clutched in my hands,\nwhat little i could take with me\nof what had been,\nwhat could never be again.\nsevered. split. undone.\ni tremble. unable to breathe.\ni cannot help you she says.\ni turn away. frantic.\nbetween one flight and another.\ni run.<\/pre>\n\n\n\n<p>2015<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>i cannot help you she says and holds up a&#8230;<\/p>\n<div class=\"more-link-wrapper\"><a class=\"more-link\" href=\"https:\/\/ajaxkallistrate.com\/?p=180\">Continue Reading<span class=\"screen-reader-text\">i cannot help you<\/span> <i class=\"fas fa-angle-right\"><\/i><\/a><\/div>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[5],"tags":[11,2],"class_list":["post-180","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-poetry","tag-11","tag-poetry","entry"],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/ajaxkallistrate.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/180","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/ajaxkallistrate.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/ajaxkallistrate.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ajaxkallistrate.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ajaxkallistrate.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=180"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/ajaxkallistrate.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/180\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/ajaxkallistrate.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=180"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ajaxkallistrate.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=180"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ajaxkallistrate.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=180"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}