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laugh if you want to\ncall me produce lady\ncall me man\ncall me virgin\ncall me Ripley\ncall me lesbo\ngo ahead\nfeel good\nfeel superior\nlaugh that self-satisfied laugh\nat my expense\ncause i can afford it now\ncause your words don't matter anymore\nto me\ncause i don't got to compromise anymore\ncause i don't got to sacrifice myself anymore\nwhen i walk out that door at 6am\nwhen i talk to myself to keep myself on track\nwhen i have a bad day\nwhen i got to recite my recitation on the bus\nto keep myself to myself\ni can still walk with my head held high\nburdened only by my warm coat\nand my lunch bag and my groceries\nand not anymore by self-hate\nand shame\ni'm not ashamed of who i am\ni'm not ashamed of how i live\ni don't need anything from you\nyou stranger\nyou unknown\ndon't speak to me\ndon't look at me\ndon't stand near me\ni don't owe you anything\ni don't need your permission\nyour understanding\nyour good graces\nyour charity\nyour blessing\nand you don't need\nmy fake smile\nmy fake laugh\nmy retail face\ncause that's all i got for you\ncause i don't need to forgive\ncause i can't forget\nit's somewhere in my bones\ndown below the shower drain\nand the sticky carpet fibers\nand the warm plastic linoleum\ni couldn't find it if i wanted to\nand i don't\ni just want to keep on walking until\ni can't walk anymore and when i can't\nwell\nsomewhere inside i know the deal\ni know her name\ni'll take it with me\ni've got five minutes\nhere i am\nthis is all i'll ever be\nthis is more than i've ever been\ni got what i need\ni fade\nit's leaf fall\nit's rain you feel\nyou can't hear it's winter\nsilence it's time o'clock it's all alone\n\ngood morning<\/pre>\n\n\n\n
October 8, 2021<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
laugh if you want to call me produce lady call…<\/p>\n
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