it happened the first time i saw you in the rain beneath the terror of thunder and the unknown. your smile as bright and broad as warm and welcoming as a secret sunrise.
December 22, 2017
it happened the first time i saw you in the rain beneath the terror of thunder and the unknown. your smile as bright and broad as warm and welcoming as a secret sunrise.
December 22, 2017
bran meal donuts like inflatable rafts taste better with frosting
2015
i cannot help you she says and holds up a hand like a wall. a wall between me and you. between what was and what will be. between the past and the future. between the pain and what I must do. i stand for a moment, suspended. my bags clutched in my hands, what little i could take with me of what had been, what could never be again. severed. split. undone. i tremble. unable to breathe. i cannot help you she says. i turn away. frantic. between one flight and another. i run.
2015
if you're going to hit me
do so at speed
and without
hesitation.
don't brake
don't swerve
don't look back
proceed without caution
along the path of the machine
into me
through me
to your destination
as if I was not
and had never been
here.
2015
i am a million miles wide
i am ten million miles deep
i flow, from east to west
i move through multiple dimensions at once
i can't stop
i never stop
i move because there's nothing else to do
headlong
with no one to catch me if i fall
when i fall
i hope i fall hard
enough
not to walk
away
2015
mind like a sparrow trapped in a glass jar wings brushing false heaven
2018
art is an act of love art is a patient mother art is a fiction of love in a beautiful world of mothers that love in a beautiful world
March 29, 2018
black velvet peach yellow eyes crosshatch whiskered brow furry ear black velvet marshmallow filling spilling fuzzy feather tail amaranth flag nodding a lazy nod loving a chin scratch pursed lips featureless face closed eyes purr rumble sleep black velvet slumber
December 24, 2017
i like the way
my hands look
even
the spots
the redness
the wrinkles
(the new wrinkles).
it's me.
bone
pushing
white and pink
blue veins
scars from
nothing memorable.
these hands can sign
a paycheck, lift
a box, stroke
a cat.
they can smooth
a coverlet, on
a new bed, in
a new room.
they can say
'yes.'
they can say
'i am.'
they can say
'i am free.'
June 16, 2018
Late frost has withered the flowers and no fruit shall set. Not surprised, but disappointed yet.
July 3, 2018
Air is free, sound is free, words are free. To believe otherwise is to be enslaved.