ink trees pour down quilted aluminum sky into a black river rib-cage morning of salt spray and white peach bruises on the tattered end of the last bright dream of winter.
February 23, 2021
ink trees pour down quilted aluminum sky into a black river rib-cage morning of salt spray and white peach bruises on the tattered end of the last bright dream of winter.
February 23, 2021
pretty angel
in white robes
sitting
styrofoam on
green bough
glitter
gold
tinsel
crown in
a mouth of
pins and
silver.
pretty angel
in falling
dust a
deep breath.
in
silence.
pretty angel
under
glass. wings
of steel
in clockwork
motion
arise
and
greet the sun.
February 22, 2021
the gator go
getter playing
husband and
father
old sage from
a twenty-year
old scars and
broken bones and
arthritis and
those beautiful
deep set brown
eyes when he says
i don't know if
they love me
and my heart
breaks in my
old ugly narrow
chest because
i can't make it
right,
because
i can't make him
see
the grace of his
words and his actions,
the power he has
to comfort, to
be an example, to
sacrifice, to
step up as a
husband, a
father,
blindly
to be a man in
an era of
exploited
manhood.
i can honor
him only
by listening.
i can honor
him only by
remembering.
February 22, 2021
dancing bear wants your eyes she whirls in her tutu on her tip toes her cheeks full between teeth half-lidded gaze mesmerizes look, look the entertainer the sooth- sayer the giddy girl the priestess the princess shake, shake lips split spilt never ending flow fills the sound of a voice a caress a cascade of never ending spin, spin look, don't look, don't look away your eyes she needs they can't fill the void.
February 22, 2021
friends become strangers at a party with booze and weed and unfamiliar laughter and thirty years of dust trembles over a shallow grave as a yawning mouth swallows a scream without air to speak only sixteen years old now with no blood under her nails on the carpet beige carpet clumps of hair and glister of saliva I sat for so long I say goodbye to friends who are strangers and walk home alone for another thirty years.
October 5, 2020
two caged birds. and i wanted to ask you how were the dogs? and you told me a woman came to clean your house and so i was replaced. (i never could abide birds.)
December 24, 2017
it happened the first time i saw you in the rain beneath the terror of thunder and the unknown. your smile as bright and broad as warm and welcoming as a secret sunrise.
December 22, 2017
bran meal donuts like inflatable rafts taste better with frosting
2015
i cannot help you she says and holds up a hand like a wall. a wall between me and you. between what was and what will be. between the past and the future. between the pain and what I must do. i stand for a moment, suspended. my bags clutched in my hands, what little i could take with me of what had been, what could never be again. severed. split. undone. i tremble. unable to breathe. i cannot help you she says. i turn away. frantic. between one flight and another. i run.
2015
if you're going to hit me
do so at speed
and without
hesitation.
don't brake
don't swerve
don't look back
proceed without caution
along the path of the machine
into me
through me
to your destination
as if I was not
and had never been
here.
2015
Air is free, sound is free, words are free. To believe otherwise is to be enslaved.