I don't speak your language, sir. Twice divorced. A million miles away, the terrain looks the same. We are all your sons and daughters now.
April 4, 2024
I don't speak your language, sir. Twice divorced. A million miles away, the terrain looks the same. We are all your sons and daughters now.
April 4, 2024
I heard once the story of an unspoken serenity in the smallest voice of an alien language tuned out from inside an internal dial a frenzied motion to a place of peace in the fraction of a second between constriction and expansion in the little halflife remembered sound unforgotten sleep awakens me to all that isn't me
April 4, 2024
A man proposed that marriage leads to faith, but I have my doubts.
April 4, 2024
I spend all day in a windowless room doing meaningless work in a meaningless room doing windowless work around meaningless people with windowless eyes around windowless people with meaningless eyes I spend all day days gone by bye day hidden away from the sun and the air and the rhythm of life I spend all day in my head with a head full of longing for a window into the heart of the world for the meaning of the skip I skip the eight and the forty for the blip of a laugh in a meal with the flick of a switch and the thump of a bus I spend all day far away from the tolling of the time clock aware I wonder will I ever wander another stream to hear you laugh feel your fingertips touching fingertips we look up into brightest blue sky
April 4, 2024
I see my unhappy childhood like a shadowbox play, a mini drama enclosed inside a greater drama, and in turn an even greater drama I may never recognize. Little people, little hearts, spinning flywheels of grief and pain for so little reason seen from the wider lens of the cheap seats. Where have the radio days gone? The double-edged voice of my mother raised to sing the song of the arrogant Jew, the man who makes the whole world sing, she all unknowing, unaware, aware and knowing only simple, impermanent things. The dog's breakfast. Let's leave the radio on so that he might sing too.
March 26, 2024
The chorus of international actors chanting in unison, "Your race no longer posseses such men." fades to a plaintive whisper when you realize They're wrong.
March 25, 2024
to be human is to be deceived and deceptive the only touchstone forgiveness; the only blessing birdsong
March 13, 2024
It sneaks in on mornings like this, snow flurries spiraling down the beam of a street lamp, that love for New York, for Albany. What a shame! A shame to love my country, overrun by foreign voices, the Muslim call to prayer echoing over an empty street at 6am. Who loves this place now? A facade of a facade, settled by a tougher breed, men and women adamant in their demand for prosperity, for an American homeland. Post 911, the cosmopolitan globetrotters of brand names and political operatives see far-eyed over fences into faceless space, high above the motionless figures at the bus stop. Who are we now? I stand up against DEI, but not the IRS. Parasitized by leeches with row after row of teeth sharpened by decades of insider trading and money laundering, the American royalty of senators and presidents and CEOs and celebrities. The vacators. The drainers away of wealth generated by my hands, my labor, my commitment to hard work and family. The useless class, the passengers of private jets, the soft palmed tradeless middle-managers of tyranny, skilled only in twisting the twin pincers of illegals and inflation to convince us we're bad people if we want a car. I want a car. I want to drive to work, to the grocery store. I want to indulge in the guilty pleasure of delayed gratification and save for a car, a house, a plot of land. I want to leave a legacy for my family when I'm gone, that too small dream for the globalists, the communists, the Zionists, the destroyers of liberty and prosperity, the anti- saints of the trans- human death cult, the drum beaters on the march to a billion deaths, the snake oiled prophets of a sterilized future, a cold, dark forever winter under a sky as red as the bloody recesses of sixty-five million wombs emptied by sixty-five million scalpels. Who loves us now? And still I watch the snow fall in Albany while the street lamp burns, before the communists in the state house declare that light too must be extinguished from the world to save the human race. And then all goes dark. God help us.
February 22, 2024
ours are the voices of mice as the crushing foot- steps pass by
February 14, 2024
How lonely on the sidelines of a sideshow when the big top comes tumbling down in a jumper with a name tag Hello, my pronouns! Settling 900,000 with a new suit of concrete beneath a drowning flood of three million, a poisonous flux washing through the blood of a keyhole shaped like a mockingbird coiled about by a rattlesnake, beak like a bayonet piercing the womb of a blind hag, stumbling over a line drawn in barren soil, center stage in a sideshow, the audience gasps in profile, in shadow, in a whisper as the curtain falls, let's take a bow, together, one last time.
February 1, 2024
Air is free, sound is free, words are free. To believe otherwise is to be enslaved.