3 hands synchronize wait! wait! Western Avenue Crossgates Mall it's the 905! the 10 stalls out and restarts puff! puff! of wind-blown leaves and sweet tobacco backdrop to a hacking cough as crows fly east to west like black pepper flakes over green-painted brick and street lamps wink out one by one happy friday! happy friday! cold enough for you? having fun yet? living the dream? stuffed office air and two feet between door to door to door when i have the moon overhead and icy breath in my lungs and the sun like a golden dollop between clouds and i can't feel my feet but i can feel the blood pump! pump! in my heart and the pinprick of Venus stays in my eyes beneath eight hours of electric lights and a cart full of snacks! snacks! fools for primates with color vision as if toys were true blue berries and grapes in green and red and black and sweetest spice of honeycrisp and gala and fuji on my lips like sunshine over snow and why draw the blinds down on that deepest sky on trampled grass on birch trees in winter on space on wind-drawn whirls of exhaust on acorns rolling underfoot as night falls while i fall asleep on the bus in the dark on the walk home in the silent snow fallen peace of my living room city
February 2020