short walk long ride long walk long shift long walk long ride short walk and tomorrow i have to do laundry
July 25, 2020
short walk long ride long walk long shift long walk long ride short walk and tomorrow i have to do laundry
July 25, 2020
when i hold that molten light between my palms i wonder if that golden balm was netted in ancestral fingers to soothe away the fear of never ending winter with the primal warmth of the memory of dawn.
February 9, 2021
when we don't see eye to eye that's the quiet place we need to be to pare open the soft underbelly of lies disguised as truth and set free that uncomfortable unrest that roots like a sharp spine through entrails of self delusion until some pale meaty bone breaks through salty soil and we are once again warmed by the flame of hungry intellect sparked by fifty- five million years of primate evolution when at last we see eye to eye.
February 12, 2021
despair begets cynicism
cynicism begets apathy
apathy begets immobility
immobility begets self-pity
self-pity begets depression
depression begets deterioration
deterioration begets death
from death comes life
hope begets faith
faith begets understanding
understanding begets wisdom
wisdom begets inspiration
inspiration begets innovation
innovation begets independence
independence begets life
January 3, 1997
cornered animals need no forgiveness we don't go to hell at all you know
1995
I am not sorry: I like closed doors.
December 23, 1995
I am a butterfly but only the worm part (I have no wings).
September 18, 1998
seashell nestled in the sand at the bottom of the sea. empty. completely filled. content.
circa 1995
normal people are so bright they blind me and i have to look away look down they say 'you are well liked' and the words run like water between my fingers as i stumble on the icy sidewalk in the dark on the way to the bus and repeat my mantra be at peace be at peace
March 2020
3 hands synchronize wait! wait! Western Avenue Crossgates Mall it's the 905! the 10 stalls out and restarts puff! puff! of wind-blown leaves and sweet tobacco backdrop to a hacking cough as crows fly east to west like black pepper flakes over green-painted brick and street lamps wink out one by one happy friday! happy friday! cold enough for you? having fun yet? living the dream? stuffed office air and two feet between door to door to door when i have the moon overhead and icy breath in my lungs and the sun like a golden dollop between clouds and i can't feel my feet but i can feel the blood pump! pump! in my heart and the pinprick of Venus stays in my eyes beneath eight hours of electric lights and a cart full of snacks! snacks! fools for primates with color vision as if toys were true blue berries and grapes in green and red and black and sweetest spice of honeycrisp and gala and fuji on my lips like sunshine over snow and why draw the blinds down on that deepest sky on trampled grass on birch trees in winter on space on wind-drawn whirls of exhaust on acorns rolling underfoot as night falls while i fall asleep on the bus in the dark on the walk home in the silent snow fallen peace of my living room city
February 2020
Air is free, sound is free, words are free. To believe otherwise is to be enslaved.